Showing posts with label eating. Show all posts
Showing posts with label eating. Show all posts

Thursday, July 19, 2012

Keeping at it from an odd head space

I've been in an odd head space the last couple days, and today was the worst so far. Had I had the stomach capacity (and no fear of dumping), I'd have eaten any or all of a large tub of chocolate gelato, a couple sesame bagels with cream cheese, and a triple-gulp sized Pepsi. I did none of these things, of course, but for a while there I really wanted it.

Everyone always talks about how surgery doesn't fix your head, and they're right. While I really always knew it was the case, there's a clear link for me in feeling depressed and wanting to eat everything in sight. Today wasn't my best day food wise, though obviously in the past it would have been pure disaster.

I did go out with the Squirrels tonight and had dinner, and spent a good hour and a half outside at Starbucks - I knit while they played cards. I enjoyed myself, though still came home feeling like I'm in a funk.

I'm not entirely sure what it's all about - I know I'm tired and frustrated with the ass incision issue - 2.5 weeks until surgery feels like forever still. The Event is popping into my head more lately; I think it's that book wanting to come out of me, but I don't think I have the mental energy to attack that right now. And of course the ass incision complicates the exercise ability (it's angry today), which just pisses me off because it is impacting my weight loss progress. I'm hoping once I get through surgery and this finally (please, please) heals, I'll start feeling better.

So here's the good, the bad, and the ugly for today:

My Meals: 

Breakfast: 
  • Dannon Light & Fit raspberry yogurt
  • 1 serving mini cauliflower cheese gratin
Lunch
  • Left over beef with broccoli from chinese take out - probably 4 oz beef and a cup of broccoli
Snack
  • 1/2 cup leftover corn
  • 1 bottle Gatorade G2 (low calorie)
Dinner
  • 4 oz hamburger steak
  • 1 cup green salad
  • 2 tbsp ranch dressing
Water - 40oz - 60oz fluid total with the G2

 Daily Totals: 1117 calories, 59.3g fat, 80g carbohydrates, 31.7g sugars, 66g protein

Ouch - OK, it wasn't as bad as I thought it was going to be, but that's more fat than I really should be having, and about 200 calories more than is my current goal. 200 calories won't kill me of course, but it's 200 more calories I'll have to burn off in continuing to lose. I could have had a better day by far.

Monday, January 2, 2012

First Recipe! Egg Salad with Avocado and Radishes

I've got my first recipe ready for you - looking at the picture results, I think I need some training in food photography and definitely a better lighting set-up, but it's a start!

My tolerance for solids has been a little iffy lately, so I wanted to make something that was reasonably soft, but wasn't the same old boring cottage cheese or scrambled eggs. Since the eggs had been going down well, I decided on an egg salad. Typically, I'd eat egg salad on that lovely squishy plain white sandwich bread from the grocery store, but bread is not on the menu these days. What else could I do with it? I thought it could use a little crunch - not too hard, but just enough to balance the smooth salad. Lettuce leaves! And with that, the salad came together.

First, hard boil 4 large eggs. I have an ancient Sunbeam egg cooker - probably from the late 50s or early 60s. It holds about a quarter inch of water in the bottom of the vessel, then a metal ring goes in that will hold up to 7 eggs on end. Put the cover on, flip the switch, and the water will boil away and the cooker turns itself off when all the steam has escaped. Perfectly hard cooked eggs every time. If you're not so lucky to possess one of these devices, use your preferred method of hard boiling eggs.

Once the eggs are cool, peel and place into a medium sized bowl.


I like to mash my eggs using a pastry cutter - it has larger spaces than between the tines of a fork, and leaves a reasonable size dice on the egg whites when you're done. Go to town, until the eggs are the consistency that you prefer.


I'll digress here for a moment, and let you know that normally I hate what I call "fake foods". Prepared products that have been modified to be low-fat, low-calorie, or low-something through the substitution of traditional ingredients with organic or artificial thickeners, flavorings, or other chemicals. Pre-op, I'd not have been caught dead using low-fat anything, but then again, look where it got me. This recipe (and others to follow), will occasionally use items like low-fat mayonnaise in order to keep the fat content of the finished dish at a reasonable level for the needs of a bariatric eater. I'll include notes on any necessary changes that should be made should you decide to use the "real" product instead.

Now, where were we. Mayonnaise. Add 3 tablespoons low-fat mayonnaise, and a squirt of yellow mustard (how much is a squirt? Probably half a teaspoon - how much you use is up to you, I like only a hint of mustard flavor in my egg salad). Add salt and pepper to taste.




Mix well to combine.



You may opt to cover and chill the eggs at this point - it will keep for 48 hours covered in the refrigerator.


Next we'll slice the avocado. If you've never worked with one before, they can be a bit daunting. Lay the avocado on your cutting board, and pierce the skin with your knife working length-wise.



Cut into the avocado until you feel the pit. Carefully moving your knife with one hand, and stabilizing the avocado with the other, cut completely around the fruit without pulling the knife away from the pit. When you've come full circle and met your original cut, remove the knife. Grasp the avocado in both hands, and twist each side in the opposite direction and pull apart - this will open the fruit and leave the pit in one side or the other.






Using a clean kitchen towel, pick up the side with the pit in it, and hold it in the palm of your hand, pit facing you. Take your knife (a good chef's knife is really the only tool to use here) and gently but firmly whack it directly into the pit - it should sink in a good half inch or more. This photo was taken after performing this procedure, DO NOT attempt to do this with the half just sitting on the board.




Still holding the avocado in hand, gently twist your knife, loosening the pit in it's hole. It should readily pull away from the flesh. You will be left with a pit hanging from your knife blade.






Carefully grasp the pit with the kitchen towel, then pull the knife out of the pit.

When I'm not going to immediately use the whole avocado, I prefer to slice or dice the flesh inside the skin, and then only scoop out the portion that I'll be using. I made length-wise slices in this half.





Next, very thinly slice 2 large radishes - if you have a mandolin with a paper-thin setting, you may prefer to use that, or you can simply slice them your knife. Add 2 thin slices of avocado to a lettuce leaf, and 3 to 5 radish slices down the middle.



For garnish we'll top these with a bit of chopped fresh chives - probably about 2 teaspoons in total.
Scoop  1/8 of the egg mixture on top of the radishes, then garnish with the chives and a sprinkle of paprika.



And there you have it! Egg Salad with Avocado and Radishes. For the bariatric eater, one or two leaves will make a serving. Other adults may prefer three or even four. Here's the ingredient list:

Egg Salad with Avocado and Radishes

  • 4 hard boiled eggs
  • 3 tbsp low-fat mayonnaise
  • 1 squirt yellow mustard (approx 1/2 tsp)
  • 4 oz sliced avocado
  • 2 large radishes, sliced paper thin
  • 2 tsp chopped fresh chives
  • 8 bibb or boston lettuce leaves
  • dash of paprika 
  • salt and pepper to taste
Nutritional information: Based on 8 wraps, 1 wrap = 1 serving. Calories: 139. Protein 7.2g, Total fat 10.2g (saturated fat 2.2g), Dietary Fiber 2.3g, Sugars 0.9g, Sodium 176mg.   Sodium content does not include any added salt. 

Tuesday, December 20, 2011

3 Weeks Out: Surprise Returns and Rubbery Legs

Sometimes this journey isn't pretty, and this is one of those times - if you're squeamish, you might skip the first couple paragraphs here. Saturday afternoon I had my first really nasty side effect of all this. I'd started the morning quite fine, but when it came time to have my first non-shake foods of the day, I quickly ran into trouble. I'd had a scrambled egg several times in the past week without issue - I cook them a little softer than I'd normally like, and then mush the heck out of them so I'm not trying to eat larger pieces. I took about 4 small forks worth - and immediately realized something was wrong. I felt a huge need to burp - but also had an odd twinge in my back - like I needed a good chiropractic crunch between the shoulder blades. Then, a sudden urgent need to vomit. Up came the eggs. Lovely - I hate to vomit. I'm sure it's not many people's favorite thing to do, but I'll do almost anything to avoid it, even though I know it will make me feel better in the end. Round two came quickly - but as it did, I felt the most oddly electric jolt between both temples and the base of my skull, like a nerve triangle. It nearly knocked me off my feet. It didn't stop - it was like a surging electrical overload of some-sort continuously connecting those three points on my head. I wondered quite seriously if I was having an aneurysm. I stumbled to the bedroom and called the Man at work - he got me to slow down, and suggested that I probably locked some muscles up as I vomited, and that was the pain reaction in my head. He stayed on the phone with me until I was able to relax a good bit, and then promised to call and check on me soon. He did, and I was much better - but I definitely was quite convinced even if it was just for a moment, that something awful had happened. Let's hope I don't experience that one again! I've discovered that the best time for me to get my exercise in is about 30 minutes after I finish my morning protein shake. If I wait until afternoon, I'm trapped between a mid-day pain killer dose (a decreasing dose, but still having some all the same), and being generally tired from a lack of energy. So today I took down a load of laundry to the basement, flipped on the Battlestar Galatica DVD (Season 1, Episode 3 - just getting started in my exercise watching marathon), and decided I needed to push myself a bit. I got up to 2mph, and I put in 25 minutes. Pre-op, I'd been doing an hour at 2.2mph, with a 1% incline, and was about to increase speed - so this is progress, but clearly not where I was before, but then again - it's only been 3 weeks. I finished with quite rubbery legs, but it felt good to get it done. Overall stats: Total loss: 51.8 lbs Post-op loss: 17.8 lbs